Monday, September 9, 2013

Divine Destroyer

*Author's note:  What you are about to read could be considered explicit in nature.  My hope is that it stirs several emotions within you.  I will put this to music at some point, but for now I want to share it with the world.  For more information on the Hindu goddess Kali you may find some here.*




Before light, there was darkness.  NASA estimates that 70% of the Universe is made of dark energy.  25% is dark matter which leaves only 5% of the Universe in the visible spectrum.  With so much darkness surrounding us, it is no surprise that our minds are cast in shadow.



Kali Ma_________ you bless us with life.
From your womb, we enter into light.
Show us your mercy, bless us with your kindness.
Oh Black Mother, show us the way.


Always leading, never demanding.  Most compassionate Mother to us al.
You feed us from your breast, hold us in your arms.  You pick us up when we fall.


But that is not the side of you that we choose to see.
When our life is shit, we blame it all on you.


Kali_________ destroy the world.
Break down these walls that keep me in misery.
Devastate these perceptions that I hold so dear.
Tear apart these chains that keep me from being free!


Even the idea of freedom is so absurd, especially in the U.S. of fucking A.  Where children are born warm, pink, sucking on their mamma’s tities and without a god damn care in the world.  So comfortable we have to make up our own illnesses to feel miserable.  I mean, obesity?!  What kind of illness is that?  Get up off your fat ass and eat a vegetable!  ADHD?  Perhaps if you took your kid outside and showed him something in the natural world instead of sitting him down in front of the Wiggles to get him out of your hair he might not throw your fucking cufflinks down the toilet.  Then again…. I would.


Kali_________ destroy the world.
Break down these walls that keep me in misery.
Devastate these perceptions that I hold so dear.
Tear apart these chains that keep me from being free.


Who the hell do you think you are judging me?  Why do you give a flying fuck that I like to walk around the giant cancerous mass of consumerism that is Costco wearing a wrap around skirt?  So what if I like eyeliner because it makes my eyes pop?  I may not be straight but I’m not gay either.  I don’t need to slap a label on my chest so you know what to think.  If you don’t want to get to know who I am beneath this exterior, I’m ok with that.  I’ll just put a label on that says, “Hello, My name is Pipe the Fuck Down!”


Kali_________ destroy the world.
Break down these walls that keep us in misery.
Devastate these perceptions that we hold so dear.
Tear apart these chains that keep us from being free.


You have a brain, so use it.  Think for yourself.  It’s ok to be afraid.  Sorrow can be glorious.  I cannot see what lies ahead for you or me, but if life has taught me anything thus far, I know it will be amazing.  Nothing ever happens the way we anticipate.  We need to let go of our expectations.  Let go of the ropes with which we bind ourselves so tightly.  Let go of these perceptions to which we cling to so blindly.  Let go of anger, hate, betrayal.  The lies, the judgement, the ignorance, the pain.  The burden we carry from the abuse and neglect we have suffered.  It is time to let it all go.  Let go of all this and we will find ourselves empty.  An empty vessel ready to be filled.


Kali Ma________ destroy our pain.
Release us from our suffering.
Empty our cup, then fill it up.
We are no longer afraid.


A wise being talked about the seeds that are sown within us.  We have the ability to water the seeds of others.  Do you choose to water the seeds of anger and hatred or do you water those of love and compassion?


Kali Ma________ destroy the world.
It is time for new life and rebirth.
Out of the darkness dawns a new day.


Kali Ma, show us the way.

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

The Still Pond

When we enter into this world
We see it as images in a still pond
Clear and pristine yet with no clue as to
  What these images represent.

As we investigate, we cause ripples in the water
At times, making the water so dirty with muck
And the images so distorted that we
  forget what they are.

When we sit, the water calms
The reflection becomes still and clear again
We once again see things as they are.

As we awaken fully, we come to realize
That the images in the pond are only images.
We awaken to the world around and within us
  which includes and goes beyond the pond.

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Inner Conversation

On May 27th, 2006 I had a conversation with my inner self.  At the time, I called it God.  Also known as the superego, I told myself some amazing things that started my life on another track.  Maybe not another track, but a solidification of what I had been contemplating for months previous.  The following is what I wrote based on what I remember.

How you found me is irrelevant, all that matters is that you were searching.  Now that this door has been opened you can never close it.  You must never close it.  You may walk through that door anytime and be with me in the most amazing way, but know you leave this life behind.

I am always with you and have always been.  My light shines brightly through this door and envelops every aspect of your lift.  Let my light shine through you and pass to others.

What you do with your life is completely up to you.  This universe is yours to do with as you please.  There are so many great things you can add to this universe and you may do with it whatever you want.

What you have done in the past matters not.  If there are things in your life or universe that you want to change, then change them.  You have the power.  Your life is yours and belongs to no one else.

If you love me then love yourself.  I am in you and everything around you.  I love you no matter what you do or who you are.  Always remember that.  You are precious to me and essential to your universe.  Without you, your universe wouldn't exist.

Everything that came into being came from me.  In this way you are connected to everything that exists.

You are the brother of Jesus and the Buddha.  You are brother to Martin Luther King Jr. and Gandhi   You are also the brother of Hitler and Stalin.  That does not mean you will be like any of them but that you are related to them in the same way you are related to the person sitting next to you and every being on the planet.  Treat them as your siblings.  Even if you do not like someone, love him.

You are completely unique and have your own life to live.  Be you  and be the best You that you can be.  Live life to the best of your ability and enjoy this universe that you have been given.

You will walk through that door when you are ready to walk through it.  Do your best to leave the world behind better than when you entered.

If you are ever lost, follow the light.  It will not lead you astray.

I love you and everything you are.

There are as many ways to find this voice as there are being in the Universe.  You will find your voice if you haven't already.  When you do, I sincerely hope it opens your eyes as much as it has opened mine.